I really needed my journaling today.
With all of the emotions the past week
it calms me, centers me, is my release, my peace, my focus.
Like prayer or meditation.
At the end of this very long day,
I stood on one side of my mom's hospital bed
while my daughter stood at the other
and I thought about the three generations
So many feelings
so many unsaid words
Who is strong and who is fragile?
Maybe we are both
In all of the sadness lately
I try to remember the beauty
the sparkle of the season.
And when I hear the carols on the radio
playing "Where are You Christmas?"
I really know that it is in our hearts
Thank you for your thoughts & prayers for my Mom.
I told her tonight, about all of you,
and she smiled.
She really did.
So, thank you BIG.