Sunday, November 18, 2012

just me


I know I haven't been around as much lately.

I am trying,
it's just that sometimes when the load is heavier
I am simply working so darn hard just to remain on the path.

Sometimes I imagine everything being easier.

Sometimes I think it's supposed to be.

I need to meditate
and connect all of my dots.

I need to breathe deeply
the sunshine.

And most of all
I need to be able to let the crap roll off me
because really, the people who are ignorant and mean
don't deserve to stay in my head rent-free

and give me migraines
and ruin my peace
and harsh my space.

ew.
That felt kinda good.

Thanks for staying with me today.

~k

17 comments:

Mary said...

I just want to give you a big ole hug!!! Consider yourself hugged!

Much love to you!

laundrygirl said...

Thinking of you and wishing we could hang out and laugh and just let go of all the stuff that weighs us down.

Tracy said...

Let it all go, girl! Sending up a prayer for you :)

NatashaMay said...

Way to go! :) Keep being positive. Wonderful journal page!

Valerie said...

Amen Sister! Reading your blog today let me know I'm in good company. And your journal page is lovely! Thanks for writing today! Blessings of hope and peace to you Kathy!

Createology said...

Now this is MY favorite page ever! As for rent-free and dumping crap on you my dear...NO NO NO!!!
Rest and recharge yourself and feel better. Healing Hugs...

Kelly Kilmer said...

BIG hugs and thanks for being YOU!!!

Shahrul Niza said...

THANKS so much, Kathy. Beautiful page. Your words today comfort me :). I had a bad morning, being hurt by someone I thought was a friend. But no matter, I'm totally OK now, knowing that mean people don't deserve to be in our mind, rent-free!!. I have learned from this experience, acknowledged how I felt and moved on. Felt so good. Felt lighter!. You journal page helped me. Thank you!. HUGS.

Vickie said...

I don't understand how people can be mean! Really it's just atrocious in their pain they strike out and be mean. I wish they would realize they hurt their souls. In the mean time you are wonderful! I love you and how how kind you've been to me.

lori vliegen said...

sometimes instead of letting the crap roll off, we need to just unload it all at once. and i agree.....it does feel kinda good (real good, actually!)!! :))

sending you lots and lots of hugs, sweet kathy, and wishing you a very blessed Thanksgiving!! xox

Jennifer Richardson said...

it felt good to me too!
i'm glad you let it tumble out
and let the freedom rush in.
i know it's hard for you right now.
i'm thinking of you
and sending love and lift and light.
you're a beautiful woman, friend.
-Jennifer

Diana Taylor said...

This is simply the most gorgeous page - I LOVE the colour scheme and the black and white (washi?) tape and the beautiful lace panel - it's all so calming and gentle.

denthe said...

Very well said and sooo true! Wishing you strength to let go ♥

Linda R said...

Sometimes when you let it all out it does make you feel good. Such a lovely page my friend. Sending big hugs your way...

Cat said...

Kath - this is a lovely collaged page - pretty colors. You also are a very very wise woman.
Hugs, Cat

Kristin said...

Awe, I KNOW! Why is it that we toss around the yucky stuff in our heads more than the rest - we need to reverse the thinking but it is so hard to do sometimes.
Thank you for sharing your beautiful art and feelings here - AND thank you for your sweet, twirly comment! I loved it, xoxoxo
Happy Thanksgiving :)

DancingMooney ♥ said...

Good for you Kathy! Get it off your chest, always makes ya feel better. ;)